February 2011
78 posts
In regards to my mom wanting to read my blog.
Me: Fuck no it’s my secret diary.
Her: Okay you can tell me more in our secret garden when we feed the baby dragons.
Me: You want to be blogged for that don’t you.
Her: No, they are private baby dragons and can’t be discovered.
January 2011
53 posts
29958.) I'm lying. I'm not going to let myself get...
I should have taken my own advice the first time around.
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Written everywhere.
I feel like I’ve got this secret inside of me just dying to burst out. I know I’m not moving for awhile now (hell it might be a year or so) but like I’m so ready. I don’t know if it’s a byproduct of my mom passing, or if it’s just a phase, but seriously. So. Ready.
I just know that there is nothing for me here in Illinois. There are better options out there...
So I think I’ve got a plan. Need to save up enough money to survive for 6 months in the state of my choice. I have to make a change for myself, this might piss off some of my friends, because I’m going to be leaving. But, I have to do whats right for me. Starting tomorrow, it’s a whole new Jess. Life is going to change.
fckizzy:
I’m in love with someone I’ve never even touched before
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What are some important things to know before...
Seriously, I need to know. I’m so overwhelmed by all of this.
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I wanna meet my followers.
courtneymccann:
Put this in my ask:
Name:
Age:
Meaning behind tumblr url:
Where you live:
Single/taken
Hobbies/interests:
Why you follow me:
Random fact about yourself:
Question for me:
Especially people that I’ve talked to but haven’t really gotten to know well…go ahead :)
Do ittttt! NOW NOW NOW.
Noone’s gonna do this, but whatevah.
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Right now I’m in love with music. It stops me from thinking. So turn it up and let it shake the windows. Because right now it’s all that matters.
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PUT YOUR ITUNES ON SHUFFLE AND MAKE A LIST OF THE...
Hero (Oh, Oh, Oh) - My Sick Uncle
Readyfules - Anberlin
Jet Song (West Side Story) - Brian Seltzer Orchestral
Fight With Tools - The Flobots
Radar - Usher
Party Song (1917) - Catch 22
Thanks for Telling Me Nothing - Fallout Boy & Kayne West (Remix)
Love Bug - Jonas Brothers
The Calm - Drake
Turning - Les Misérables
Let Me Sign - Rob Pattinson
Interracial Tail - Dane Cook
Sick of...
It’s only been a little over a week since mom passed away, and I swear sometimes I can still hear her walking around the house. Last night I was sure I heard her in the kitchen. I think I’d be done with the crying, if it wasn’t for that. Because everytime I think I hear her, and realize that it’s not her, the tears start again.
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There's a fine, fine line between love and a waste...
-Avenue Q
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I like getting texts first.
brokensometimes:
samanthasintuition:
I don’t know. I like knowing I crossed your mind and you decided to start up a conversation. I hate always being the first one to take the initiative only because I feel like such a bother. So when my phone vibrates and somebody’s willing to start a conversation, I get this giddy feeling inside.
THIS
Couldn’t have said it better myself.
It wasn’t supposed to hurt like this.
Reblog if you want "have you ever..." questions in...
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Silent fighting is the worst. At least when...
I need to find a face for my muse. I can’t find one that suits. This is driving me nuts.
I’ve got this urge to create something beautiful, just to destroy it later. I think I need to get back into RP.
batmanganiello asked: Tell us something random/weird about yourself. :)
erroxmysox-deactivated20110708 asked: Are you still okay? Do you know I still love you? Where did you go?
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Hanging by a thread.
On Sunday my mom passed away. Anyone who knows me, knows that my mom was disabled. She was lucky and was able to qualify for Social Security and Disability, but because of that she was unable to have any sort of asset. So she couldn’t have a savings account, or life insurance.
Because I’m over the age of 18, and my step-dad is deceased SSI does not give death benefits to me or my family. In...
Tonight I want to paint.I just hope this urge lasts until tomorrow.
People keep telling me to set up a donation thing so that I can afford my moms funeral. But I don’t know how to go about doing it. I also don’t want to seem like I’m begging. Money is tight for everyone. Not just my family. I don’t know what to do. What am I supposed to do?
Listen
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You wipe the tears from my eyes, and you say that...
I’m learning to read tarot cards again. I love it.
I feel like I’m getting back into who I should be, instead of who everyone wants me to be.