December 2011
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See you later 2011, you were a cold heartless bitch. But you taught me a lot. About love, about life, about letting go. In 2011 I experienced some things I don’t ever really want to experience again.
I felt loss, so deeply that it almost shattered my family. I felt love, so sweetly when my friends and extended family helped me pick myself back up. I felt heartbreak, when the person who I...
“I realized that I was holding on to something that didn’t exist anymore....”
– Fixing Delilah by Sarah Ockler
It’s nights like tonight when I wish I could paint. Just so I could paint a master piece and then ruin it later. I want to be able to create something beautiful and then destroy it. No questions asked. I hate feeling like everything is my fault. Like the reason things go wrong is because of me. I know that’s presumptuous and most likely not true, but I spend so much of my time feeling...
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Depression is a bitch and a half. It sneaks in and steals everything from you without you even realizing it. Then one day, it’s as if you woke up and opened your eyes and you see everything. Your room is a mess, your car is a mess, you … yourself are a mess. And yet you don’t know how to change it. You can’t fix it. So instead you hide it. You hide the mess your life has...
unpopular opinion time: I don’t get the hype around AHS
please don’t throw hard stones at me.
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Answering Invasive Questions 5 questions at a...
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? Yup, but today for the first time in a long time being reminded of this person didn’t hurt as badly.
7. What exactly are you wearing right now? Baby blue basketball shorts (that I got from Austen), grey hoodie from a Drive By concert and a black concert t-shirt from the Pledge of Allegiance tour 2001
8. How often do you listen to...
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Answering Invasive Questions 5 questions at a...
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? I know that he does. But then again we’re family so he pretty much as to love me.
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? Probably not. I feel that there would be too many differences between the 18 year old and me at 25.
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? Last...
I will write about the following, leave one in my...
wo-nderland:
Dear person I hate,
Dear person I like,
Dear ex-best friend,
Dear best friend,
Dear *anyone*,
Dear Santa,
Dear Mum,
Dear Dad,
Dear future me,
Dear past me,
Dear person I’m jealous of,
Dear person I had a crush on,
Everyone has six names.
1. Your Real name: Jessica
2. Your detective name (Favorite color and favorite Animal): Green Red Panda
3. Your soap opera name (middle name and street you live on): Lea Wilcox (better porn star name IMO)
4. Your Star wars name (first three letters of last name, first two of middle name, first two of first, last three of last): Jenlejesen
5. Superhero name (color of your shirt, first item to...
Him.
I keep saying that I’m over him, and I feel that I am. And then there are nights like tonight … where I don’t even feel like I am, and everything hurts.
Decorated Skin: Rant →
decoratedskin:
You say you don’t understand why I feel so hurt. I call bullshit. I’m vulnerable, lonely, and you made me fall for you. I don’t fall for someone easily you know, but when I do, I feel very passionately about it. I long to be with that person, I miss him when he’s not around, I think about him a…
I could have written this myself.
Ugh trying to create something and I can’t get the imaging right so instead I just give up and grumble.
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“This is for the people I’ll never meet. This is for the person who I might have...”
– Camryn Pulaski Day (via voladoras)
tuesday-to-tuesday asked: Do you love me?!?!? (You don't have to answer this, BECAUSE IF IT'S NOT A YES I'M FUCKING KILLING YOU :) #justsaying)
Let's play the "Yes or No" game.
jonbloom:
You can ask me anything and I’ll answer honestly, but only with yes or no.
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