Jan 9th: The year marker of my moms death. I didn’t do to much. Went to work, and then to the doctor. I’ve completed the years worth of therapy for grief, and they want me to keep going. I ended up staying up until the 4am with Kyle & Ryan playing Minecraft. It was really nice to just sit there and not have to talk.
Jan 10th: Called in to work today because I woke up and could barely open my eyes. I wonder if it’s going to be like this every year. I spent most of the day just clinging to grandma and William. William made taco salads for dinner since they’re one of my favorite things to eat.